To My Dear Classmate
IN THE NAME OF GOD
What love means?
How knows . . . I just remember from long longs ago that I know this feeling . . . and today, in the class while I was sitting and listening to the lecture that was hold on, I see you.
I see you sitting, writing in your paper, something like poem, and then destroyed them . . . I can feel you, nobody told me, but I recognize it by your looking about a month ago that something was change in your life, and suddenly I felt that you are going to get married.
And it is true, I ask a friend and she told me that I am right.
Today I wrote something while I could see you . . . read them my dear classmate:
“I think that when I have something to say, I must tell it. Please read this paper. I do not know it is something proper to read or not, please just read it.
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It is my problem that I could understand something from faces that others ignored it.
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Your feeling remind me someone I missed a lot, and by your feeling I can understand what I have been done in her soul . . .
IN THE DISTANCE OF MY EYES
And I remembered now, in the time you’re far from any
Smile in my face,
That how I destroyed your heart by my wishes,
My lonely wishes. . .
Its day and I’m alive and spend time, with happy masks on
My face, on my eyes, which covered my entire soul,
Not to cry; like a spring night full of dark and wind.
You’re sitting in my mind,
With your lovely hands in my eyes,
With your heart beating with my heart_
I can see you, feel you,
Touch in you,
And never forget
How I destroyed your life,
Your soul, your heart . . .Soodaroo
2004-05-05
