Shadows are following me, I do not know exactly from where, I just felt them about three days ago, I just saw them running toward me, they are still far far away, I am not sure they are human or just some ghost, or something like that – my sins probably – I just feel them near, come near, and nearer.

It was a mood of my life to afraid of darkness, it always fear me death while I am in the darkness, it start around three months ago, when I suddenly saw a tall man, all dark standing behind me and in the exact moment I look back, disappeared – probable Dr. Freud or Carl Yung have something about my feeling in their works – I change my mood and always sit in the light of a lamp, but it was no help.

I always sitting in my room and always something to be afraid of, always some ghost, or something, I think they are all related to my sins. Probably books I read, film I watch, or some other related things help to create these fantasies.

These black ghosts – or human- like – are new, I feel them following me, searching for me – have you ever by any chance saw the first part of the Lord of the Rings? – It is like that dead kings that search for the Ring, I am not sure if I have any ring or something, but they are like that movie.

I am afraid, too afraid,

I do not know what to do

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Soodaroo
2006-02-22
11:41 PM  ¶ 1:22 AM